this month really nothing to do.

all i was doing until now is online, eat, sleep, wake up.

plus, almost everyday be owl. -.-

now stop finding songs jor. start finding dramas and movies to watch.

i've just finished watching Take Care of the Young Lady.

the little boy in the drama so cute la. hah.

it was quite touching and it has happy ending and funny!

i'm now using PPStream watch the dramas and movies.

unfortunately, so many dramas can't be play. =(

besides, those words aren't supported so it's difficult to find them.

i wonder if others are having the same prob as me.

that's it!

pai!

fst lesson.

i had my fst driving lesson ytd. XD

the tutor called me sms me but i din pick up ==

i was with my bro ask him to teach me smthg.

well, i was quite nervous and confused so got mati engine. hah.

when i give my pic, she said sweet oh. lolx.

my tutor said to her husband my driving was good. XD

hm.. if get L still can't drive on the road. but she said pandai2 lu.

ah.. i hope i don't forget the basic. lol.

supposed today morning go jogging d.

but my parents suddenly don't let me go.

really nget and bu shuang.

this few days ppl kept making me scold bad words.

i don't care!

i really want go jog man!

urgh!

bye!

last night made sudden decision go watch movie.

well, but only me and Irene go.

it's my first time go watch at night. hahaha. ==

we watched this movie Legion.

actually want watch the Jackie Chan but late jor. i think we watched the right movie tho. this movie telling us to must have faith in God. something like that gua. for me is la. haha. but the actors and actresses kept saying the word fuck. we were like HAHA lol. last night i was smsing with Janice.. tiba2 she said rude words to me. lolx. i was like -.-"

finished then my dad came fetch me. my dad waited at warisan thr. so i passed SinWang. i din noticed Edward the chief was thr until he called me oi so po. so late still go out. i then eh? haha. whoa. they're still working thr. good. i want go thr eat again! i miss thr oh. =( long time no xia KK liao.

my dad told me got this night, he went out checking with the RELA. they caught teenagers driving w/o license. lol. i replied za dao. your daughter too drives w/o license yet. HAHA but after i get my L license i no need to worry jor. well, of cs must have someone beside la.

bye!

hate!

today woke up at 6 am plus and had breakfast with dad. then attend the driving bengkel talk. this time wasn't that boring. that speaker is funny and the way he talks look like my bro. bahaha. finished the talk then we headed to learn about the cars. then dad fetched me and went to karam to take photo for my L license. my driving lesson start next week lu. the speaker said within this yr or next yr, the law rules might be change. just because accident raises every year. start at March, only ppl at age 20 and above can take the driving license. more, the talk will be longer to like 8 hours and the fee will be raised as well. the speaker also said then we could bring pillow and all to sleep. he knows the talks are boring too. haha. about driving auto, might be confirmed at this end of year in Sabah. gonna have few changes la. to drive auto cars then you have to get auto license. wth. my dad doesn't have a manual car. i hope this thing will not happen! if not i no chance to drive jor. =(

when at karam, got this donation for the Haiti. i really wanted to donate but i left my money in car. then i told my dad to donate but he was pokai too. -.- i bought new usb! i forced my dad to. hah. bcs the actual 1 sot jor. when going to entrance door, have the donation thg again. this one woman looks so familiar. i said to her you look familiar. then my dad said she is the pri school teacher. blah blah. i then OHH. no wonder. lols. then teacher said aiya.. you forget me liao. *pinch my arm* == then go fetch mom. she was so mad bcs waited too long.

i feel really upset right now.

my family has prob again. my mom were bringing up the divorce again. then i scolded my dad that you're really silly! ever. there was a lot she mentioned. she starts not going to do the houseworks again. she said i don't want to cook anymore. if you want to eat just ask your dad to dabao. i replied if like that better don't eat la! i don't want to die early. but i don't mind not eating anyways. i scolded my dad again. she said she doesn't want to cook anymore! i'm telling you this i don't want to eat outside foods! my dad said dayday eat like that also can die. i replied that's why! all caused by you! one of the silly men alive! i was smsing with Ilona bah. then we talked about this. well, that's not something that happened in my family only. i begin to dislike boys guys men. they really can't be trusted. no offense. argh! this is not simply matter. if can, i don't want to live apart with either. if with my mom, i can don't want do the housework. if with dad, i can ask for money. but my mom said she wouldn't want to take care of us. that so hurt! i felt like want to cry out. i just really hate what happened.

something you will never expect happens in your life. what a shit.

bye!

haih.

(what is wrong with blogspot? can't get the pic to center. if to post image at the beginning. zzz)

lately still rains hor. hmm.

these few days, i keep downloading korean songs. atho' i don't understand the songs, but if we search for the translation.. of cs then you would've understand. i downloaded AuditionSEA songs. i like the thailand's. the melody is nice to be listened.

thurs' midnight, my dad came home late.

then he taught me how to 扯车皮.

i din know how to translate it. ==

well, it's actually easy if you get it.

what's difficult to me is, i'm not weight enough to do those.

however i try to step on the thing with full strength to loosen the screws, i still couldn't.

i tried the opposite way then and i succeeded loosen them! lols

then took out the tyre. the next step idk how to say. hah.

then put back the tyre in. even to carry it also hard for me. == heavy. i think it's good that i've least tried did it once before go for the bengkel.

i'm afraid it would embarassed me. lolz.

after that, i said to my dad that i want have a ride.

he shaked his head which means yes. XD

while that, i confused when at roundabout then i stopped suddenly.

cars that passed by me then look at me. zz

i said what look look. sohais. == hah.

my dad asked me to just drive straight to the front.

i asked huh?why? he replied not good meh?i give you drive longer.

i was like.. right.. or to test the tyre balance.. -.-

(that suddenly crossed in my mind bcs before ride, the 1 tyre was like serong jor)

then drove until donggongon roundabout only..

i thk bcs before that he might think i'm not able to turn -.- while that time like still have many cars.

on the way near home, i speed bit so i quite go on left then got on the muds.. then my dad tegur me. lols.

i quite enjoyed it la. haha~

hmm.. later is my highschool Sukan Tahunan. i really wanted to go but i feel uncomfortable without friends. i mean.. those juniors are my friends as well but they are anyhow not i really close to. i will feel awkward geh. aish.. i'm not going =( i'll just get junior friends to help me record the cheerleading part. actually i only wanted to see the Comet parts. haha.. yea.. -.-

Kalina finds me chat in msn.. suddenly..

well, i replied her nicely la.

i had already forgot the matter between us.

so i'm glad that she finds me chat.

let's see this.

my mom found this my bro pri school uniform. before he transferred to ShanTao. this shirt is really small compares to his size now. == mine was bigger. a lil boy became a big boy. =p

rarely ss jor. hah. ugly nia.

altho' i din performed nicely but i miss the moments!

haha!

bye!

i passed!

lately keep raining hor. feels so cold. unusual me.. turn lower the fan till 2. ==

today i went to the driving law test. well, quite many ppl. i booked at 1pm but then.. i kept waiting and wait 2 hours plus jor just my turn. so sien. i didn't brought the book to read so i was quite afraid la. as it was my turn, my fingerprint not able to scan again. so i was really scared that if i can't take the test. ouh finally can. == got this one guy he also waited long jor until his turn then suddenly can't take the test bcs of idk what his prob. lols. ouh got this one girl she got 49/50. the person in charge then asked apa kaw makan oh? i was like lol.. i thought what. when we doing test, suddenly error. all comps error. lols. i finished the quests then i checked back the answers lu. i was nervous la. then i looked for the last time.. Oo.. is that my score? lols. when the result printed out, ouh yeah! i passed! hahaha XD 46/50. thank God! so i at downstair wait my dad come. i told him then i passed. then he was happy and said whoa. my daughter is really great. more, no need waste my time and my money. i then cisss. then go home lu.

bye!

super hate!

Irene gifted me jacket and hairclip.

i really like them. thanks! :)

around 1pm reached Upperstar.

we talked and played the whole time. Irene were so loud. ==

we got prank by the bartender. this one bar guy made a coffee biscuit and gave us.

luckily i only ate small part and the only one ate.

of cs it tastes bitter!

put the coffee powder all in you mouth. -.-

so they all laugh then when i ate. lols. Irene go revenge bcs she knew something is wrong. hah.

i quickly go to toilet and vomit out.

ouh Faith works there! we greeted each other la. =D

then we walk around Lintas.

we passed this Korean shop and we talked to the employer. they're from Korea and moved to KK here.

i saw Super Junior biscuit pack!

i wanted to buy but idk then.

then we trying walk home back to Irene's house.

at fst we felt ashamed to walk bcs many ppl will be passing.

although that time was raining heavily but i think we had fun.

the dirt keeps on us so i took off my sandal and walk without it.

then Irene accompany me walk without shoes. XD

so we were all wet.

after fetch my mom, suddenly we had arguement.

they seem only care about my bro.

so what's the purpose of born me out to this world.

my mom said why she always get blame. she also tegur me for always saying them bad to whomever.

this is what i hate about.

they always hear from nowhere or whomever and said is i told ppl.

since when i talked to her whomever?! not even met oh!

shit la. is themselves say it say me.

when they talk to me, i just being silent and smilesmile.

or what do you expect me to answer?

what? lie to them even they would know it is actually not.

they always hear from ppl's mouth then blame me.

seriously i hate them! i don't mind now what ppl will think about me.

i'm the one who always get blame!

i'm not that stupid to get scolded over and over again which is not my fault at all!

how can i be tolerate of about getting blame again and again.

i'm not that too kind neither a fool.

reached home, i entered my room. i saw no laptop but a rubbish on my laptop table.

i got more angry and kick his door.

he does not wake up however i kicked his door and shout.

i scolded him loudly and let my mom hear.

i asked my dad to break his door bcs i want to take the laptop away.

i really didn't meant to shout my dad and i cried afterall.

i dislike my mom for being unfair!

i hate him for being jibai and taughtless!

i don't hate my dad.

i always feel bad after i released my angry on him.

that's why i always pray to God to forgive me.

if i get driving license i wouldn't have asked him to send me go anywhere la!

i have a better car to use than him!

it will be so unfair to me if i didn't have license and he has!

i'll make sure he will never get to touch the laptop anymore.

and hides it whenever i'm going out.

he was the one who always damaged the CPU or laptop and he blame me.

whenever i'm using it, they're still okay.

he is the one idk what he did.

i really super hate him!

at fst today should be fun but however it's really a bad day.

how am i able to stand on myself if you never let go of me to see the real world?!

so bye!

let go.

it's a New Year now!

ouh please i need to let go the past!

i'm trying not to think about it but it always appears with something i dislike.

my hair still curly now. incredible. -.-

last time not reach 1 month the curl loose liao.

left 2 days more until my comp test!

i'm afraid bcs i haven't finish reading. ==

i'm nervous bcs the place will be strange for me.

although i might not get the P before CNY, at least L also ok lu.

thanks to Nelly bcs answered my questions. HAHA

i noob bah ==

i watched Super Junior shows ytd.

Super Junior Mystery is super scary!

i haven't watch finish bcs scared.

i'm going out later afternoon.

bye!

want finish reading the book.

back to school.

yesterday i back to school!

to return the school books and get certificates.

i felt really awkward and strange in school.

then, i went to canteen with friend while wait another friend.

saw few teachers that taught my class last year.

teacher David saw me and said uinah liang moi sudah ohhh.

i was like he still the same. lol.

after another friend came, we headed to staff room.

some teachers were shocked and happy to see us.

haha XD

some teachers said to me now then you can dye hair mah.

Sister were so friendly to us oh.

it was like so rare get treated like that. haha.

they question us many la.

unfortunately, the certificates aren't done yet. -.-

so we didn't even get 1.

then teacher Vic asked me must go library.

when i passed by the class, the juniors said waaa. wow. uiseh. phewwwit.

it was about my hair. -.- i guess.

library looks so nice after got decorated and feels comfortable than before !

that's why she wants me to go have a look of it.

she said somehow she had promised us to do it mah.

so sad it only been done after we leave.

it was done during the holidays.

then we stayed in the library a while and talked then went out library outside stay and chat with junior.

if i didn't forget about this..

EKO has changed to PSV which they quit the GEO and EKO subs already.

so PSV is lower than PD of cs and PD is counted as EKO but i think they no learn EKO as well.

while the EKO sub were recommended in STK the sportscience.

the changes not nice la.

luckily it only changed after our year.

well, i don't like that change. -.-

oh i didn't get to meet with Ilona as we promised.

she was just late few mins. that's why. =p

i want to go Sukan Tahunan! i will go. :)

bye!

reblog

i redo my blog bcs i felt annoyed with the prev one.

i'm a bit lazy to delete the old posts.

i think making my blog this way is better.

although it would be boring but i like it quiet.

i dislike stranger come to view and leave bad comment.

so i decided not to put the chatbox.

what i'm gonna post is all about me,

ppl that interfere must be crazy.

so this will be new starting.

bye!