hate!

today woke up at 6 am plus and had breakfast with dad. then attend the driving bengkel talk. this time wasn't that boring. that speaker is funny and the way he talks look like my bro. bahaha. finished the talk then we headed to learn about the cars. then dad fetched me and went to karam to take photo for my L license. my driving lesson start next week lu. the speaker said within this yr or next yr, the law rules might be change. just because accident raises every year. start at March, only ppl at age 20 and above can take the driving license. more, the talk will be longer to like 8 hours and the fee will be raised as well. the speaker also said then we could bring pillow and all to sleep. he knows the talks are boring too. haha. about driving auto, might be confirmed at this end of year in Sabah. gonna have few changes la. to drive auto cars then you have to get auto license. wth. my dad doesn't have a manual car. i hope this thing will not happen! if not i no chance to drive jor. =(

when at karam, got this donation for the Haiti. i really wanted to donate but i left my money in car. then i told my dad to donate but he was pokai too. -.- i bought new usb! i forced my dad to. hah. bcs the actual 1 sot jor. when going to entrance door, have the donation thg again. this one woman looks so familiar. i said to her you look familiar. then my dad said she is the pri school teacher. blah blah. i then OHH. no wonder. lols. then teacher said aiya.. you forget me liao. *pinch my arm* == then go fetch mom. she was so mad bcs waited too long.

i feel really upset right now.

my family has prob again. my mom were bringing up the divorce again. then i scolded my dad that you're really silly! ever. there was a lot she mentioned. she starts not going to do the houseworks again. she said i don't want to cook anymore. if you want to eat just ask your dad to dabao. i replied if like that better don't eat la! i don't want to die early. but i don't mind not eating anyways. i scolded my dad again. she said she doesn't want to cook anymore! i'm telling you this i don't want to eat outside foods! my dad said dayday eat like that also can die. i replied that's why! all caused by you! one of the silly men alive! i was smsing with Ilona bah. then we talked about this. well, that's not something that happened in my family only. i begin to dislike boys guys men. they really can't be trusted. no offense. argh! this is not simply matter. if can, i don't want to live apart with either. if with my mom, i can don't want do the housework. if with dad, i can ask for money. but my mom said she wouldn't want to take care of us. that so hurt! i felt like want to cry out. i just really hate what happened.

something you will never expect happens in your life. what a shit.

bye!